I haven't had sex since December 2016, so seven months. I'm currently tied for the longest break I have taken from it in the 11 years that I've been sexually active. Both times that I stopped have been because of a feeling. I started because of a thought and I didn't understand what I was … Continue reading Nonrecreational Sex
The more I talk to other people, the dumber and less necessary what I say becomes. It is a snowball effect. I start with an attempt to talk to other people. I learn that it is easy to speak negatively. I speak negatively. There is always something negative to talk about and it is so … Continue reading Something To Talk About
Freedom is a much more interesting and complex thing than I ever assumed it to be. I am so lucky to live in a place in which I can get past the physical or worldly understanding of freedom and turn my focus to spiritual freedom. I ponder all day long on larger than life ideas … Continue reading A Million Saviors
We began our languorous journey into uncharted territory five years ago, at the age of 24. There is something very special about that age... I believe it to be the beginning of one's spiritual awakening. It's when I first started to feel the separation of mind, body and spirit. It terrified me. Some interpret this … Continue reading Those Who Cannot Teach, Do
Each person is weird or unique or special or another word that means the same things as these words, but am I actually weird? The kind of weird that doesn't easily and consistently socialize? The kind of weird that doesn't pick up on subtle human gestures of intent? The kind that sometimes obliviously misjudges the … Continue reading Am I The Weird One?
Taking it easy in the ways of love. Letting each other be and be themselves and go where they want and with who they want, even when it's not with you. Especially when it's not with you. Trying to be friends and realizing even that is a two-way street. Filtering out the real from the … Continue reading Putting Regret To Use
You speak to me as though you are completely sure that you are human. That that's all you are and that's all you ever have been, or maybe you have never even thought about it that way. But surely you have, because if I have, then why not you? Do we not all go through … Continue reading The Missing Part Of Yourself